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Human Wreck

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1.
You-- you got your head inside a rainy cloud of gloom It's true the mask you wear is cracking over you You don't have to be on defense I just want to help you make sense of everything that's eating you I can help but you don't want to let me in I don't wanna see you sad Baby I'm here for you but you just gotta let me in I've never seen you so sad Baby You-- Just let it out and share what's going on It's true Together we can work this out I'm sure I can help but you don't want to let me in I don't wanna see you sad Baby I'm here for you but you just gotta let me in I've never seen you so sad Baby
2.
You remember the night we met? It was like coming home I was weird and nervous You were nervous too Later on that same night we were holding hands Our hearts were melding together Rest is history (or so I thought) Words can’t reach you anymore I’m banging my head against your door “Open sesame” did not work I gotta find the magic word to your heart All you do is shut me out I’m tired of doing my part I know why you shut me out Why you pull down the blinds I’ve been a fool I can’t deny I’ve said how sorry I am I’ve tried to change If you’re looking for the perfect guy Maybe you should look another way “Open sesame” did not work I gotta find the magic word to your heart All you do is shut me out I’m tired of doing my part All you do is shut me out I’m tired of doing my part
3.
A wounded soul A human wreck I haven’t played with a full deck Ever since they took my cards away They took the cards I played Lost the words Lost the moves In my head the silent man was born Now I’d rather play alone So please excuse me if I don’t dance with you I know you think I must Please excuse me if I hold on to you It takes a long long time to build that trust I took one step I took the blame In this game got pushed right off the rails So I gently walked on nails A wounded soul A human wreck On goes the trek I’m slowly moving on Though the pain is never gone So please excuse me if I don’t dance with you I know you think I must Please excuse me if I hold on to you It takes a long long long long time… to build that trust
4.
I remember lover talk to me Saying ”you and I were meant to be” I will never see .. I will never be .. another destiny Now the talk is at a different tune Something's burning and I smell the fumes I will play my part I will lock my heart from another destiny We were riding on the wave But you got scared and now you're trying to run away Flowers wither and decay Who am I to judge the choices that you've made It's no use to rein a dead horse to this dream Saying so doesn't make it so It's not made manifest, it's sometimes hard to see And riddled with ambiguity
5.
Crashing through the fence in an old car hurricane too bad about the timber but at least we're both OK Played out our rivalries just like a movie scene You and I made sure that the bad guys never win It was the best time Best time of our lives Being careless in the golden summer’s breast Best time Best time of our lives Sweet childhood mischief I know I’ll never forget Recorded our stories on cheap cassettes Now I wish I kept them, so I could hear your voice again Best time Best time of our lives Sweet childhood mischief I hope to never forget But your daddy was drinking and your mommy was screaming and she moved away with the kids That was the end of our best time The first glimpse of adult life Moves us away from being kids There’s always someone drinking There’s always someone screaming It changes how we are as kids
6.
Closer closer, hold me closer Heartbeat, heartbeat, feel my heartbeat Tonight you're all mine Hold me, touch me, pull me closer Make this moment last forever Tonight you're all I got Move me – don't wound me You can see me just the way I am My defenses are down You can do what you want Bring me closer, closer to your heart
7.
The Plan 03:36
Hey now, little Venus, it’s always nice to see The trip was nice, just me and the guys It’s hard to read if she’s on to me I’m to scared to open my eyes Calculated moves – words play the ruse I hope your eyes won’t pierce my disguise Neatly chosen words will lubricate my verbs Just relax – I’m doing fine Underrated I’ve awaited It’s all building up and it’s moving faster Undiscovered The plan is followed It’s all in the life of a has-been hustler
8.
ね、覚えてる? 小金井公園のあの夜 戻って来て 二人のシークレットキースは ミスじゃないよ 散ってしまった桜のように消えたんだ 私に戻って来て お願い Hey, do you remember? That night at Koganei Park Come back Our secret kiss It is not a mistake Disappeared like the fallen cherry blossom Come back to me Please (Japanese translation by Yuuko)
9.
You lay with your final breaths Please be my guide In the land of the nearly dead There’s nothing to hide You lay with your final breaths Please be my guide In the land of the nearly dead There’s nothing to cry Wait for another way Stay for another day Provide us some other pain Fight for just some more fame
10.
Deepest freeze is coming over me Seconds tick oh so anxiously Kiss me now, hold me now Tell me it will be better somehow I promise you, my word is true I will remember Somehow, even now You hold back my crystal tears You gave me my greatest years Somehow, the reasons why Don't add up, it's hard to say goodbye Here come the crystal tears Summer breeze washing over me Find myself in distant memories Bright as day, I hear you say Baby, you always found a way Through the years, and through the tears I will remember you Somehow, even now You hold back my crystal tears You gave me my greatest years Somehow, the reasons why Don't add up, and I’m still saying goodbye To crystal tears
11.
I see you going at it I thought we had it Oh no, again you reneg it We’re back to one I was ready for some changes Lord knows I could take it Oh yes, I’m gonna find my way out Just not tonight Push and pull The circle gets smaller Reaching in We never get closer I’m telling you now We’re running out of time It’s getting old how We keep missing each other Push and pull The circle gets smaller Sparks come alive But fire dies to nothing I’m telling you now We’re running out of time It’s getting old how We’re getting old now

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These songs were written over about five years and represent various styles in the retro 80's aesthetic. The stories are some of the hopes, fears, lessons learned and memories cherished from my life.

Big thanks to:
-my wife for all the love, understanding and support
-folks at Retro Force Finland for inspiration and community
-Juha for being a long time musical partner-in-crime and lending his voice
-all the other vocalists I found from Fiverr who did such a great job for a stranger like me
-Van Derand for his professional mastering, constructive feedback and peptalk

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released December 16, 2021

Simo Sainio: Music, Lyrics, Arrangement, Mixing, Vocals on #7, Some Background Vocals
Mastered by Van Derand

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